Glad to be leaving town for awhile ….

…. Probably with my tail between my legs because today I had a double whammy of memories and regurgitated pain.

First I got an email from Barry, with whom I spent all that time in the Thousand Island area. He was telling me how wonderful life was and how he and his latest flame are really getting along. And, then, three hours later, I was walking down the street and on the other sidewalk was my last flame, Stephen, walking hand-in-hand with some woman who obviously has his “fancy”. We looked straight at each other for quite awhile and then he turned away and kept on walking. Perhaps I’m just feeling lonely, but to have some sort of contact with the two people who really broke my heart within hours is very jarring! And on the same day, when I haven’t had contact with either of them in months or years!!!!!

I’ve been joking with friends that I’m going down to Port Dover on the week-end to pick-up a biker friend. Well now maybe I just WILL! Well, either that or just cry. No, no, I won’t cry, I won’t!

I’ll just carry on and be glad that I’m not totally alone. I do have friends and I’ll be seeing a bunch of them tomorrow! Then I’ll lift my chin up, smile and maybe have the good fortune to find somebody who will like me and not leave me.

Sorry for the depressing post, but life can’t always be sunshine and smooth sailing. Actually, that would be quite boring because we wouldn’t learn as much about ourselves or others.

Have a good few upcoming days. I’ll be off-line for them (perhaps checking out the bikes and other scenery - lol).

ps: on Friday the 13th, bikers converge on the town of Port Dover, a little sleepy town that lies on the shores of Lake Erie.